"How are you?"
"Great!"
What's new?"
"Nothing much."
What have you been doing lately?"
"Just hanging out, taking my walks, eating good food, doing my meditation practice , seeing friends."
OK, I'm boring. I have been hoping for this minute in the grand scheme of things for what feels like forever. Even if it is only a blink, it is a very welcome blink. I don't have a complaint today. Yes, sure, I can get cranked up about world events and the global warming and the unholy, ungodly actions of people and nations. But personally, I am calm for today. I am not holding back or repressing or ignoring my personal shit. I feel good.
Strangely, feeling like this is a show stopper in many conversations. We seem to like hearing each others miseries. We can offer our sage advice or we can secretly feel a little superior or we can tune out and wait our turn to out share our pain. But running into a content person seems to be a dead end. There must be something wrong with them or at least they don't want to share what is really going on.
I like the dog days of summer when I rush around in the morning and do laundry, cook a pot of brown rice, tidy up my garden and then either go swimming or lie around and read for the day.
"What are you doing?"
"Pretty much nothing."
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